(This "Question of the Week' is written by Walter Morris, a 12th Grade student in my Movies As Literature class.)

Rear view reflections - "Objects Are Closer Than They Appear." These are my thoughts... I'll give you a penny for yours.
The other thing I found strange was the cashier at my local supermarket asked to see my ID when I purchased a cooking wine for a recipe I recently made. I thought she was just paying me a nice compliment until she politely smiled and said, "Well, you just never know."
Not long after that, while I was with my oldest son, someone asked if he was my brother. We both gave a rather sour expression in response, contemplating what that would've been like. He would have killed me before I had the chance to think about growing up.
My son married a very sweet girl. I love to hang out with her. Even more interesting is that she likes hanging out with me. I feel more like her friend than her in-law. Both of them have grown up enough to start a family. I am now "Mia" to Maggie and Benjamin is on the way!
It truly tickles me when my oldest daughter and her friends want to chill with me. They call, email, and text me as if I'm one of their own. When I travel to see her, we eat out, see movies and hang out together. When I think about the late night pranks we've pulled... (Oh, did I say that? Forget you read that part.)
Although my teenage son and his younger sister get distracted by common pastimes such as air-soft, rip-sticking, scouts, FB, and WII, (no, that does not stand for World War II), I think they will be needing an explanation soon. Most nights I am up long after they go to bed (they NEVER go to bed) and arise well after the time their soft feet hit the floor. My whereabouts are stable and my time is consumed with very important tasks such as lesson plans for the following day of homeschooling, the makings of tomorrows menu along with a grocery list, a possible late-night trip to our local Freak-Mart where there is no one to interrupt me except ten semi-trucks worth of stock so I can't get from one aisle to another. These two children are beginning to wonder if that's when I travel Neverland.
The wee hours of the night are for me to calm down and get still. The reason some people call it "quiet time" is because that is what it's suppose to be. Sure, I stay up late to write, clean out a drawer, fold laundry, sew on a costume, finish a scrapbook page, compose a song, or read a chapter in one of Adrianna Trigiani's latest books. But more than any of those things, I love to listen to Him. I do so much of the talking that I am sure He is waiting to get a word in edgewise. He tells me things no one else will ever say. He knows me better than anyone and leads me beside waters that have no rough current. It is during that time that I see my cup as spilling over; hopefully on to those I will be in contact with tomorrow. And you just never know what tomorrow is going to bring. Tomorrowland and Neverland are next-door neighbors.
My husband of 35 years has not given up on his youth but has begun to literally see his limitations. His most recent setback, another bought with cancer, has us living life more intentionally. We have learned to pray harder , but we've also learned to play harder because you just don't know what tomorrow will bring.
A few years ago Gary had eye surgery due to a detached retina. Just after he began to regain some of the vision back in his right eye, he told me what he was seeing reminded him of those crazy mirrors you see at the circus. You know, the ones that make you appear short and fat? Well, his right eye was causing him to see everything as tall and thin, even me! Maybe I can quit all this dieting after all.
I think I have learned a valuable lesson from my husband's new viewpoint... this must be the way God sees me as well. It's just like the message in my rear view mirror that says, "Objects are closer than they appear." I'm really not as far away as I think; I'm not as heavy as I look; I'm not as dumb as I sound; I'm not as silly as I act and I'm definitely not as old as my birth certificate says I am!
I've been to Neverland.
Case closed.
Penning for your thoughts,
Cyberpsalmist
6 comments:
Hi, Walter.
I had to really think about this one. My greatest goal in life has already been achieved...
All I ever wanted to be, and be reasonably good at, was to be a wife and mother. My husband and I are looking toward 35 years of marriage. :) and have two God-seeking grown children married to God-seeking spouses. The real success is that they are teaching their families about God, His Son, Jesus, and seeking Him daily.
This was my success goal since I was 7 years old. If I had failed, I would not have the peace I have now and would most likely still be striving for it.
My dilemma, if indeed there is one, is when your success goal has been fulfilled, what do you do with yourself next? I have been asking myself that question for about two years now. I do not have any answers yet. However, the only failure I can suffer is to know I have a path to take and I do not take it.
Thank you for stirring up my thought processes.
Patrice
well... walter I would have to say that the only true success i have ever had is giving glory to god and I have deffenetly fallen short there countless times. where have i fallen short well i know that we all have fallen short meny times and there are probably to meny place to list here. Great question it really made me think about what i was going to say.
Walter, I agree with Patrice and say that raising my children to follow hard after God is what I would call success. I have been a mother for 28 years so far and can say that it has been the most challenging job I have ever taken on. You hold them in your arms when they are infants and ask God to help you parent them well, knowing the possibility of messing up is huge. Thankfully, I had a wonderful up-bringing but can also say I made plenty of bad choices along the way. Mix that with your spouses up-bringing , as well as his bad choices, shake it all up and pray for wisdom from the Holy Spirit.
But what I feel has been my key to success so far has been not to pattern them after MY life, but after the Lord's. My life is an open book so they are STILL learning from my mistakes! I have no pride as a parent, knowing I didn't always have the right answer, but they see me apologize as well as seek after Him for wisdom to do a good job.
I want to see these traits multiplied in them and then they in turn, will achieve the same personal success as I have in raising them to run hard after God. So far, so good, but I have not yet crossed the finish line :)
Well, I always had dreams about what I should do in my life, but the one dream that I remember the most is working with my dad at his rug cleaning shop. I always thought that was the coolest job ever and I still do, but a new dream was born. Again, to follow in my families foot steps, to be a air plane pilot, that dream is soon to be fulfilled. Working at Larson Rug Cleaning is a fun job but it's there to keep me on my feet. Until I get my commercial pilot license, that's living the dream for now.
Hello All,
I would like to comment back in one single post. I have addressed each of your comments below:
Dear Patrice and Mrs. Larson,
I can definitely tell you that as a child and armchair parenting analyst, there is nothing more comforting and assuring to know that your mother has only your best intentions, and I can not describe how joyfully glad and proud I am of both of you, for having so much love and kindness in your hearts. The both of you, and mothers everywhere, are truly the salt of the earth, and it makes me feel at ease to know that I share the planet with people such as you. So thank you. And Patrice, I must say that I feel as if I know a fraction of what you feel. Sometimes the biggest challenge in life comes with learning to live at the summit, and learning to be grateful of just how much we have.
Dear Thomas,
I know exactly how you feel. I have been to the highest of highs and the lowest of lows in context of my relationship to my Saviour, and I want to tell you how proud and envious of your rightful-minded conviction at such a young age. Surely I think, as long as you keep God above all else, you will achieve great success. For He is truly the foundation on which we build meaningful lives.
Dear Garrett,
I know exactly how you feel as well. I too have navigated the great blue expanse, a single propeller driving me through thin air, and I will never be able to describe how I felt. But it is a very long and expensive road, as is everything to some extent, so I convict you to never lose track of your motivation, and I commend you on seeking to provide the incredible humanitarian service of opening the world, and helping the human race to experience and bond with the rest of God's truly amazing creation. So good on you, kid.
To all:
I want to thank you all very deeply for reading my ramblings, and making me feel so at ease by letting me know I made you think, even for a second. So thank you.
Well the success i have fallen short of and makes me really want to strive harder for is my roping ability! I always try harder and harder with each practice and some ropings i feel i have fallen short of doing my best. I always feel like i can do better. So i strive to do more and do better! I always feel like i let myself down when i do not give it my all!
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